Scared But Excited

I have gone through many, many emotions throughout this pregnancy. I was excited when I had a positive home pregnancy test, but terrified at the same time because of what had just happened in March. So, we didn't tell anyone until we heard the heart beats, and that's when I really started to feel pregnant. I was sick as a dog, but didn't want to get excited again to only be heart broken.

I've still held onto the feeling of scared & excited, and refused to buy anything for the babies. Part of the problem is not knowing the genders, and the other issue is that I don't want to jinx it.

But, right before we left for Seattle Eric and I were making one of our 1am visits to Wal-Mart and we found something we couldn't pass up. If you know me at all, you know I'm a huge fan of Winnie the Pooh, and Eeyore more precisely. This outfit was too cute so we bought two, the whole time planning on how to make changes if it's boys, girls, or one of each.

Also, when we were at Pike's Place Market in Seattle, we visited a great T-shirt shop and Eric found these: We plan to get a Ranger Tab embroidered on the chest with "baby" underneath it in a corresponding color to whatever gender the babies are.

We still look at every baby section of each store we go to, and put money in savings every month, but I don't see us making any big purchases until around week 24.